Shining A Light

When things are darkest for me, I doubt the love of those I hold most dear. My children. My wife. My closest friends. A simple act of opening up to them can be the ray of light required to banish the twilight that grips me.

Shining a light on these darker elements of myself allows for the reintegration of the broken and separated parts of my psyche. In this conscious act of pushing through the pain and fear isolating me, I discover the truth and receive the healing I desperately need. I embrace the child, placate the angry young man, engage the critic on his own platform, and comfort the lonely old man.

Casselberry, FL, December, 29, 2022

Father God, please help me and purify my thoughts. Remove the dark memories and destructive ruminations that plague my spirit. Show me how to release the chains that block my healing. Burn away the doubts and trepidations that separate me from your embrace. Only you can soothe my soul. I surrender to your will and your purpose for my life. May the rest of my days be consumed with following and obeying you. May all my thoughts, desires, and prayers be focused on your loving protection and provision. May my actions and words reflect your mercy and grace. Direct my spirit in ways that reflect your will and design in my life. Make me an instrument of reconciliation for all those you draw into my life. Bless me with peace in my mind, body, and spirit so that I might more readily guide others in your ways.

Casselberry, FL, January 20, 2023